Azam+Mission...

MY BABBLING...

in the name of Allah the most gracious and the most merciful

now
dh msuk sem 3
which means only a year jew left
before ak blah dr malaysia ni
insyaAllah..amin

so
memandangkan dh tggl sthn
of coz byk benda yg perlu diprepare
especially IMAN..kan??

so ni mission utk final year ak di sini..KYUEM

-nk jd lebih bek..tingkatkan amalan

-upgrade kualiti study coz skrg dh blaja A2

-meningkatkan skill dlm semua jenis bidang..target nk jd versatil

-nk naikkan brat badan ke tahap max

-change my appearance and style

-improve english kaw2

so
sume ni akan cube diusahakan
in a year left nih..
insyaAllah
bye..
doakan lah kejayaan sy dunia n akhirat

Whispering-Maybe The Finale

MY BABBLING...

in the name of Allah the most gracious and the most merciful

Heart:hamba Allah,can i say something?

Me:yes,my dear.what's wrong?

Heart:you look different...

Me:what do you mean??im getting handsome or what??haha..

heart:handsome??haha..no lah..your face looks calmer than before.

Me:owh..

heart:it seems you can control and cope with IT.

Me:hmm..im still learning and trying my heart.

Heart:its okay hamba Allah.be patience.insyaAllah you can do it.besides its important for you to keep IT in me because devils and satans always find many opportunities to fill the empty space in me.

Me:is that the reason why i stop from approaching her?

Heart:yes that IT is..IT prevents you from committing sins..i know you want to approach her..i know you want to be friend with her..i know you will not waste any chances to get closer to her..i know you got the chance..you got her number..you can contact her anytime you want..but you didnt do that..this is the power of IT hamba Allah..this is it

Me:then im already lost her.

Heart:no..you are not loosing her..you are the one who let her go..and you know why..because you believe in Him..you know that He will give the best to you..you should have faith in Him.

Me:then i have to be grateful because her appearance in this world had changed my life.

heart:yes..and yet know one thing..there is no such thing as coincidence..what happened in this world has arranged by Him..its fate that she and you were met although its only for a moment..maybe you will meet her everyday for the rest of your life..who knows..only He knows..you just need to keep praying and praying..if she does not belong to you..maybe there's other person better than her who might not appear in your life yet

Me:i hope so my heart..

Heart:hamba Allah..you still have a long long way to go..there's a great future awaits you up ahead..chase it hamba Allah..grab it..its time to make your childhood fantasy become reality.

Me:insyaAllah..you know what..im lucky because i have a great and lovely heart like you.

Heart:hamba Allah..i feel lucky and proud to be your heart too.

Me:my heart,you are going to be with me anytime and anywhere right??

Heart:of course hamba Allah..dont afraid..im always by your side

Me:thank you my heart..thank you Allah..



NOW
i let YOU go
maybe temporarily OR
maybe permanently
depends on Him
but
i will not forget
the moment YOU appeared in my life
although it was very very SHORT
but its enough to change my life FOREVER
and
thank you Allah
for everything
NOW
i shall pursue my dream
my heart and i will go for a long journey
a journey that no one knows when and where it ends
but only Him..

Whispering

MY BABBLING...

in the name of Allah the most gracious and the most merciful

now its already 3:35 am
my mind whispers to me..
"wahai manusia..go to sleep"
but my heart wont allowed me to do that..
then i ask my heart

Me:"why my dear? is there something bothering you?"

Heart:"hamba Allah..i know what are you trying to do."

Me:"hmm..im sorry my heart.I had to."

Heart:"I fully respect what are you trying to do.but.."

Me:"but what my heart?"

Heart:"dont throw IT away from me and your life hamba Allah.IT is an award given by Him and you should appreciate IT.not everyone got IT.He wants to guide you to the right path.you know what makes you become lonely,empty,tortured and tormented??"

Me:.....

Heart:"its because you want to throw IT away while IT is yours.He gave IT to you while you want to deny IT.without IT your life become lonely and empty.dont throw IT hamba Allah.i dont want to see you suffering."

Me:"but my heart..im afraid."

Heart:"afraid of what..afraid of loosing her?so thats the reason why you throw IT away from me so you will not depressed or sad of loosing her??

Heart:"hamba Allah.remember this.Allah care and love all His servant.He will not give anything to you just for fun.He give rezeki and nikmat because He loves you.He gave IT because He loves you.why you should afraid of loosing her?you should afraid of loosing IT.IT was made for you.you should be grateful hamba Allah."

Me:"but..."

Heart:"i know she is the best you had ever met in your life and you received IT when you met her.but think wisely hamba Allah.its not her who had changed your life.its Him.He gave you IT.IT leads you to become a better person not her.He can destroy IT whenever He wants."

Heart:"hamba Allah,have faith in Him.He shall decide what the best for you.dont be cruel hamba Allah."

Me:"hmm..im really sorry my heart.i wont do that again.thank you my heart.thank you Allah for giving IT to me.i should take a good care of IT.i will hold IT deep in my heart until my last breath as a khalifah in this world."

Heart:"thank you hamba Allah.i know you are trying to change.IM REALLY PROUD TO BE YOUR HEART.not every heart get the chance to get IT.im always pray that you will become a better person one day and i hope you will get what you want in your life."


SHE..thank you for appearing in my life although it was just a moment...

IT..i will keep you deep in my heart...


what is IT???
adult enough to think...
tata..off to sleep=p
alhamdulillah..