Whispering-Maybe The Finale

MY BABBLING...

in the name of Allah the most gracious and the most merciful

Heart:hamba Allah,can i say something?

Me:yes,my dear.what's wrong?

Heart:you look different...

Me:what do you mean??im getting handsome or what??haha..

heart:handsome??haha..no lah..your face looks calmer than before.

Me:owh..

heart:it seems you can control and cope with IT.

Me:hmm..im still learning and trying my heart.

Heart:its okay hamba Allah.be patience.insyaAllah you can do it.besides its important for you to keep IT in me because devils and satans always find many opportunities to fill the empty space in me.

Me:is that the reason why i stop from approaching her?

Heart:yes that IT is..IT prevents you from committing sins..i know you want to approach her..i know you want to be friend with her..i know you will not waste any chances to get closer to her..i know you got the chance..you got her number..you can contact her anytime you want..but you didnt do that..this is the power of IT hamba Allah..this is it

Me:then im already lost her.

Heart:no..you are not loosing her..you are the one who let her go..and you know why..because you believe in Him..you know that He will give the best to you..you should have faith in Him.

Me:then i have to be grateful because her appearance in this world had changed my life.

heart:yes..and yet know one thing..there is no such thing as coincidence..what happened in this world has arranged by Him..its fate that she and you were met although its only for a moment..maybe you will meet her everyday for the rest of your life..who knows..only He knows..you just need to keep praying and praying..if she does not belong to you..maybe there's other person better than her who might not appear in your life yet

Me:i hope so my heart..

Heart:hamba Allah..you still have a long long way to go..there's a great future awaits you up ahead..chase it hamba Allah..grab it..its time to make your childhood fantasy become reality.

Me:insyaAllah..you know what..im lucky because i have a great and lovely heart like you.

Heart:hamba Allah..i feel lucky and proud to be your heart too.

Me:my heart,you are going to be with me anytime and anywhere right??

Heart:of course hamba Allah..dont afraid..im always by your side

Me:thank you my heart..thank you Allah..



NOW
i let YOU go
maybe temporarily OR
maybe permanently
depends on Him
but
i will not forget
the moment YOU appeared in my life
although it was very very SHORT
but its enough to change my life FOREVER
and
thank you Allah
for everything
NOW
i shall pursue my dream
my heart and i will go for a long journey
a journey that no one knows when and where it ends
but only Him..